Sleepwalking

Recently I've been questioning why I explore. Why risk so much just to wander around these dust filled halls? Some days each one seems much like the last, and yet I can be counted on to gamble my life time and again.
Sometimes I really can't come up with an answer. There is no reasonable explanation I can articulate in words. Like a moth to the flame or a deer in the headlights I too am drawn in by the infinite, no matter the costs.

I'm in search of an emotion; The feelings that stirred inside me when I took those first steps into these new worlds. So commanded by my unconscious I seek to recover that moment. Every time I reach out, it slips further from me, and I take another small step towards the edge thinking I'll try again.
I'm looking for a place I'll never see again.
 Missing the reference? Try here.





|